I am a survivor of extremely severe ritualistic childhood abuse and sadistic systematic torture. This blog has helped me get my voice back and documents the journey I'm on to heal from the trauma and damage caused by that appalling abuse. Now is the time for me to tell of MY experience by speaking the truth about MY life. I will be silenced no more! On this blog I share MY life, MY healing journey; helpful quotes/stuff I come across and MY thoughts along the way. The more I speak out the more liberated I am from the shame and trauma of the abuse. My broken wings are gradually being repaired. Without God in my life I wouldn't still be here. But somehow, I keep on staying alive, surviving and rarely, occasionally, living a little!

Wednesday, 25 June 2008


In all the world there is nobody, nobody like you. Since the beginning of time there has never been another person like you. Nobody has your smile, your eyes, your hands, your hair. Nobody owns your handwriting, your voice. YOU’RE SPECIAL! Nobody can paint your brushstrokes. Nobody has your taste for food, music, dance or art. Nobody in the universe sees things as you do. In all time there has never been anyone who laughs in exactly your way and what makes you laugh or cry or think, may have a totally different response in another. So – you’re special. You’re different from any other person who has ever lived in the history of the universe.

You are the only one in the whole creation who has your particular set of abilities. There is always someone who is better at one thing or another. Every person is your superior in at least one way. Nobody in the universe can reach the quality of the combination of your talents, your feelings. Like a roomful of musical instruments some might excel in one way or another, but nobody can match the symphonic sound when all are played together. YOUR SYMPHONY! Through all eternity no one will ever walk, talk, think or do exactly like you. You’re rare and in all rarity there is enormous value, and because of your great value the need for you to imitate anyone else is absolutely wrong.




Please realise that God made you for a purpose. He has a job for you to do that nobody else can do as well as you can. Out of the billions of applicants only one is qualified. Only one has the unique and right combination of what it takes and that one is YOU.


1 comment:

Anonymous said...

We are fearfully and wonderfully made!!!

Handmade by God

Wow!! what a legacy!!

Lord, thank You for Fi. Thank You that we met each other through this wonderful Revival in which You have personally visited with us right here on earth!
"On earth as it is in heaven!" You have brought so many of us together and we will forever be grateful for Your loving kindness to us all!! We love to glorify You together in our worship and in our lives! Thank YOU Precious Lord!! Only YOU O God can put together Your people, who only just a few months ago did not even know each other! And look at the Miracle that You have done!! Oh HOW YOU LOVE US!!! I marvel at Your ways that are so much higher than our own. You always go beyond what we could ever ask or even think!!

My blessings to you Fi. I am so happy that the Lord ordains our steps. And that He has brought us all together. He knew it all along!! What a GOD!!!!


Ree (SCalifBattleCry)