I am a survivor of extremely severe ritualistic childhood abuse and sadistic systematic torture. This blog has helped me get my voice back and documents the journey I'm on to heal from the trauma and damage caused by that appalling abuse. Now is the time for me to tell of MY experience by speaking the truth about MY life. I will be silenced no more! On this blog I share MY life, MY healing journey; helpful quotes/stuff I come across and MY thoughts along the way. The more I speak out the more liberated I am from the shame and trauma of the abuse. My broken wings are gradually being repaired. Without God in my life I wouldn't still be here. But somehow, I keep on staying alive, surviving and rarely, occasionally, living a little!

Saturday, 28 June 2008


You are a beautiful human person as you read this.

Read this and absorb it, don't read the words flippantly. Are you reading? They are written for YOU especially YOU . . . .

You are a valuable person
You are a special person
You are a unique person
You are beautiful
You are precious
You are unrepeatable
You are mysterious
You are a beautiful human person
No one will ever exist like you
No one will ever experience a life that you have experienced
You are a collection of specialness that has never been put together before
Your life deserves a film premiere at a West End cinema
You are so special and unique that Jesus has died for you
He loves you so much that he has given his life for you
His love is completely and totally 100% for you
His love for you is unconditional
If you became a better person now
If you became a committed Christian today
Either or both, God couldn't love you anymore tomorrow
His love for you is total NOW
And he cannot love you any more
Of course he deserves a response
And it makes him happy if we respond
BUT his love is not dependent on it
You are 100%, totally and completely loved

[Author: Pip Wilson, General Secretary Romford YMCA, UK]


Anonymous said...

And my dear "Fi" you are irreplaceable!!

Such a treasure, you are!!

Love and Blessings always,

Ree (SCalifBattleCry)


Oh Ree, what a beautiful thing to say, I receive that. One day I will stop feeling like something thrown out with the trash. And by the way so are you Ree!! Thank you dear sis, Fi