You cannot carry this pain anymore; I am here so you can give it to me because I can carry it. Fi my child I love you, believe I love you.
I have been protecting you through it - when they have hit you they have hit me; when they beat you they beat me; when they cursed you they cursed me; when they spat on you they spat on me; when they laughed at you they laughed at me; when they threw you across the room they threw me across the room; when they dragged you by the hair they dragged me by the hair. Everything done to you I experienced.
I felt your pain, I feel your pain. My child, my child, my child, my child, my precious child. You are so precious, let me love you. Let me take all this from you, there is nothing I don't know about. I know your fear and your uncertainty. I know your insecurity. I understand it all and I want to heal you of it all. But you need to trust me and allow me in little by little.
I know this is hard for you. I know what you can bear. I know what you can cope with, and I am going to take you step by step, little by little. We have all the time in the world. I am not in a hurry because I want to do a thorough job. I am reaching out to you can you trust me enough to take my hand?
30th June 2008