No no no Fi I have not brought you this far to drop you. You are not going to fall back, keep moving forward, don’t be afraid I have not left you. Over the coming months I am going to further accelerate your healing. I know where you have been, I know what you’re going through and you are doing so well, you really are. You are the apple of my eye, I delight in you.
You’ve not been able to have relationships or have friends up till now. But I am changing all that and bringing people into your life who will be friends, true friends, yes Fi, they will be true friends. Let me bring them into your life and trust them, let them be the friends I intend them to be to you. For it is my work that they are coming into your life, don’t shrink back from them.
Fi when you mess up don’t hide and please don’t beat yourself up. I am here, just come to me and talk to me about it instead of shutting down and running away. It is safe for you to come to me.
I am changing you, transforming you, making you new, but don’t be afraid. I am not going to change you so much that you do not recognise yourself, I know it may feel that way at the moment. You will still recognise yourself, you will still be essentially you, your character, who you are, but I am making you a reflection of ME. You will be such a reflection of MY light and MY love, but you will still be you. But remember, it is my work, not yours!!!
I love you, I do I love you, I know you don’t believe me, but I love you. I love you Fi I really enjoy being with you. I love you, yes I do, I love you.
6th July 2008