I am a survivor of extremely severe ritualistic childhood abuse and sadistic systematic torture. This blog has helped me get my voice back and documents the journey I'm on to heal from the trauma and damage caused by that appalling abuse. Now is the time for me to tell of MY experience by speaking the truth about MY life. I will be silenced no more! On this blog I share MY life, MY healing journey; helpful quotes/stuff I come across and MY thoughts along the way. The more I speak out the more liberated I am from the shame and trauma of the abuse. My broken wings are gradually being repaired. Without God in my life I wouldn't still be here. But somehow, I keep on staying alive, surviving and rarely, occasionally, living a little!

Sunday, 15 February 2009


Thank you Jesus that you can be trusted completely

Yes Jesus I realise that you are totally trustworthy and totally safe and that I can trust you that you are a safe person and that I can feel safe in my relationship with you and that I can feel secure in you I have stopped running tonight

Jesus I have stopped running scared and I am sitting here at your feet listening to you letting you minister deep inside me

There aren't any no go areas anymore

9 February 2009

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