I am a survivor of extremely severe ritualistic childhood abuse and sadistic systematic torture. This blog has helped me get my voice back and documents the journey I'm on to heal from the trauma and damage caused by that appalling abuse. Now is the time for me to tell of MY experience by speaking the truth about MY life. I will be silenced no more! On this blog I share MY life, MY healing journey; helpful quotes/stuff I come across and MY thoughts along the way. The more I speak out the more liberated I am from the shame and trauma of the abuse. My broken wings are gradually being repaired. Without God in my life I wouldn't still be here. But somehow, I keep on staying alive, surviving and rarely, occasionally, living a little!

Wednesday, 17 June 2009


He wants you to receive that all you see about the butterfly is how He sees you

Oh right, so every time I look at the butterfly and marvel, He does the same when He sees me



that is exactly what the butterfly means and how he sees you

wow, I know it is more than just a lovely symbol, it is so much more than that

He said He was turning you into that butterfly right?


ok, now you also have the revelation that He marvels at you

yes wow

the creator of the universe marvels at you Fiona, you have captivated Him with your love

yes I am reminded of that verse - The King is enthralled with your beauty

if you can go to the book of Song of Songs and read that, it will show you how He loves you


I bet no one ever read from that book to abuse you

Nope, it did not exist

then it is a safe book in the bible to start with

right yes

ask and He will show you about that book how He sees you

ok I will, I use the Amplified version mostly and I have New Living Translation too

that is ok, read them both

ok I will do that

15 June 2009

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