I am a survivor of extremely severe ritualistic childhood abuse and sadistic systematic torture. Without God's intervention in my life I wouldn't be here - NOW is the time for me to tell MY story by speaking the TRUTH about MY life. I will be silenced no more! On this blog I share MY life, MY healing journey; helpful quotes/stuff I come across and MY thoughts along the way. The more I speak out the more liberated I am from the shame and trauma of the abuse. My broken wings are gradually being restored. This blog has helped me begin to get my voice back and documents the journey God is taking me on to heal me from the trauma and damage caused by that most appalling abuse.

Thursday, 8 July 2010

Judgement

JUDGEMENT IS NOT ABOUT DESTRUCTION, BUT ABOUT SETTING THINGS RIGHT


The Shack, p.169

8 comments:

Eve said...

I have not read this book yet. But I know that I should. This is a powerful quote. I pray that you are well.
love
Eve

PRINCESS FI said...

Thanks Eve, it is an incredible book which is helping me so much . . . I've had a lot going on lately, just been hanging in there, surviving, keeping going, doing whatever it takes to stay standing and keep going!!

Eve said...

The guys who published it have a great website that is really helping me and Adam. www.lifestream.org
you can download all of their teachings for free too. My email is evehedijudy@gmail.com if you ever need to talk or want prayer. The Lord has been putting you on my heart lately. love, Eve

PRINCESS FI said...

Thanks, that's reassuring to know because I've been going through a lot lately and the big hole in my heart of always having been alone is what HE is concentrating on bringing healing and encouragement to; I'm not alone anymore and I need to start trusting the people HE is placing in my life instead of running from them in fear!!

Eve said...

I understand dear one. I am here. I believe the Lord led me to you for reasons we may never know. There are no coincidences. love to you tonight,
Eve

Eve said...

I also wanted to thank you for your frankness in telling your story. When the truth is in the light, we will all be free!

PRINCESS FI said...

Thank you, I know only one way to live life and that is honestly. I lived with so many lies and play acting in my childhood that as an adult I can only be honest. Some people have said I can be brutally blunt in my honesty. But I can live no other way.

Yes, it is healing and cathartic for me to tell it as it is and I'm aware that it may be uncomfortable reading for some of my readers. But it is also so freeing to tell my story as it is. It is finally giving a voice back to that silenced little girl.

I so appreciate you and all your comments Eve, you are such a blessing to me. Thank you for bearing with this terrified little child who is shying away in terror while the adult me is saying, it's ok, she is safe.

Eve said...

No problem. Take your time. Actually, our conversance over these comments prompted me to write my latest blog enty. It was a way for me to let you and Jenny in as well as my husband. I know how it feels to not feel safe and have to put up your guard. I do. So just know that if you want a friend, I am here. Thank you Fi.
Eve