I am a survivor of extremely severe ritualistic childhood abuse and sadistic systematic torture. This blog has helped me get my voice back and documents the journey I'm on to heal from the trauma and damage caused by that appalling abuse. Now is the time for me to tell of MY experience by speaking the truth about MY life. I will be silenced no more! On this blog I share MY life, MY healing journey; helpful quotes/stuff I come across and MY thoughts along the way. The more I speak out the more liberated I am from the shame and trauma of the abuse. My broken wings are gradually being repaired. Without God in my life I wouldn't still be here. But somehow, I keep on staying alive, surviving and rarely, occasionally, living a little!

Tuesday, 3 August 2010

BELOVED

Beloved, I'm sorry that you had to go through the pain of the abuse in the first place
I'm sorry that you have to go through the pain of healing
I'm sorry you have to go through the pain of betrayal by friends and those who come across like they want to help
I am here for you
I want nothing but the best for you
I will help you heal
I love you deeply and intensely

2 comments:

Eve said...

This is really beautiful!

PRINCESS FI said...

Yes a love letter from the very heart of Jesus