What does the word ‘home’ mean to you?
Safety, Security, Fun, Wanted, Happiness, Belonging, Understanding, Peace, Stability, Calm, Love, Freedom, Harmony, Pleasure, Choices, Laughter, Leisure time, Relaxation, Inclused, Soothing, Uninhibited, Peace and quiet, Enjoyment, Welcome, Friendly, Calm, Restful, Comfort
Or does the word ‘home’ mean to you?
Danger, Uncertainty, Sadness, Rejection, Isolation, Arguing, Violence, Not fitting in, Fear, Hatred, Abuse, Control, Apprehension, Loneliness, Uproar, Raised voices, Misery, Dejection, Helplessness, Terror, Aloneness, Tears, Aggression, Loneliness, Excluded, Fighting, Cruelty, Depravity, Sadism, Hostility, Brutality, Scary feelings, Not being wanted, Feeling frightened, Panic, Horror, Dread, Nightmares
I am a survivor of extremely severe ritualistic childhood abuse and sadistic systematic torture. Without God's intervention in my life I wouldn't be here - NOW is the time for me to tell MY story by speaking the TRUTH about MY life. I will be silenced no more! On this blog I share MY life, MY healing journey; helpful quotes/stuff I come across and MY thoughts along the way. The more I speak out the more liberated I am from the shame and trauma of the abuse. My broken wings are gradually being restored. This blog has helped me begin to get my voice back and documents the journey God is taking me on to heal me from the trauma and damage caused by that most appalling abuse.