What does the word ‘home’ mean to you?
Safety, Security, Fun, Wanted, Happiness, Belonging, Understanding, Peace, Stability, Calm, Love, Freedom, Harmony, Pleasure, Choices, Laughter, Leisure time, Relaxation, Inclused, Soothing, Uninhibited, Peace and quiet, Enjoyment, Welcome, Friendly, Calm, Restful, Comfort
Or does the word ‘home’ mean to you?
Danger, Uncertainty, Sadness, Rejection, Isolation, Arguing, Violence, Not fitting in, Fear, Hatred, Abuse, Control, Apprehension, Loneliness, Uproar, Raised voices, Misery, Dejection, Helplessness, Terror, Aloneness, Tears, Aggression, Loneliness, Excluded, Fighting, Cruelty, Depravity, Sadism, Hostility, Brutality, Scary feelings, Not being wanted, Feeling frightened, Panic, Horror, Dread, Nightmares
I am a survivor of extremely severe ritualistic childhood abuse and sadistic systematic torture. This blog has helped me get my voice back and documents the journey I'm on to heal from the trauma and damage caused by that appalling abuse. Now is the time for me to tell of MY experience by speaking the truth about MY life. I will be silenced no more! On this blog I share MY life, MY healing journey; helpful quotes/stuff I come across and MY thoughts along the way. The more I speak out the more liberated I am from the shame and trauma of the abuse. My broken wings are gradually being repaired. Without God in my life I wouldn't still be here. But somehow, I keep on staying alive, surviving and rarely, occasionally, living a little!