I am a survivor of extremely severe ritualistic childhood abuse and sadistic systematic torture. This blog has helped me get my voice back and documents the journey I'm on to heal from the trauma and damage caused by that appalling abuse. Now is the time for me to tell of MY experience by speaking the truth about MY life. I will be silenced no more! On this blog I share MY life, MY healing journey; helpful quotes/stuff I come across and MY thoughts along the way. The more I speak out the more liberated I am from the shame and trauma of the abuse. My broken wings are gradually being repaired. Without God in my life I wouldn't still be here. But somehow, I keep on staying alive, surviving and rarely, occasionally, living a little!

Thursday, 23 September 2010


I have you on a new route for your journey. It is part of the big picture. I know you have given this much thought and prayer.

You began at MY prompting and are now on your way. It feels good because the idea originated with ME.

It is important to you, but it is very important to others who know you. They need the encouragement now.

Keep on track and keep talking to ME about what you are doing. It will make the bond between us so sweet and precious. You will enjoy the journey so much more as you see it is greatly helping others on their way.


Eve said...

fi, this is amazing! is this a word the Lord gave you?


Yes it is, given to ne 3 days before I got the shattering phone call