I am a survivor of extremely severe ritualistic childhood abuse and sadistic systematic torture. This blog has helped me get my voice back and documents the journey I'm on to heal from the trauma and damage caused by that appalling abuse. Now is the time for me to tell of MY experience by speaking the truth about MY life. I will be silenced no more! On this blog I share MY life, MY healing journey; helpful quotes/stuff I come across and MY thoughts along the way. The more I speak out the more liberated I am from the shame and trauma of the abuse. My broken wings are gradually being repaired. Without God in my life I wouldn't still be here. But somehow, I keep on staying alive, surviving and rarely, occasionally, living a little!

Thursday, 23 September 2010


We do not understand -

Joy until we face Sorrow
Faith until it is tested
Peace until faced with Conflict
Trust until we are betrayed
Love until it is lost
Or Hope until confronted with doubts


Eve said...

Jenny and I were just talking this morning about the fact that sorrow and grief are like a gift that makes us appreciate joy!
i love this!


and I came across this the day before I received the shattering phone call