I am a survivor of extremely severe ritualistic childhood abuse and sadistic systematic torture. This blog has helped me get my voice back and documents the journey I'm on to heal from the trauma and damage caused by that appalling abuse. Now is the time for me to tell of MY experience by speaking the truth about MY life. I will be silenced no more! On this blog I share MY life, MY healing journey; helpful quotes/stuff I come across and MY thoughts along the way. The more I speak out the more liberated I am from the shame and trauma of the abuse. My broken wings are gradually being repaired. Without God in my life I wouldn't still be here. But somehow, I keep on staying alive, surviving and rarely, occasionally, living a little!

Friday, 1 October 2010

I'm Still Standing by Elton John and Bernie Taupin

"Don't you know I'm still standing better than I ever did.
Looking like a true survivor, feeling like a little kid.
I'm still standing after all this time.
Picking up the pieces of my life without you on my mind.
I'm still standing yeah yeah yeah
I'm still standing yeah yeah yeah"

It is incredible to think how much I have endured and lived through. Yet I am still standing! I am still going! I aint quit! I’m still going and I’m gonna keep standing! I’m gonna keep going and I’m gonna keep standing till one day I’m able to stand with my head held high without the abuse and my abusers on my mind and say “THIS IS ME, YEAH YEAH YEAH, THIS IS ME, YEAH YEAH YEAH”

1 comment:

Eve said...