I am a survivor of extremely severe ritualistic childhood abuse and sadistic systematic torture. This blog has helped me get my voice back and documents the journey I'm on to heal from the trauma and damage caused by that appalling abuse. Now is the time for me to tell of MY experience by speaking the truth about MY life. I will be silenced no more! On this blog I share MY life, MY healing journey; helpful quotes/stuff I come across and MY thoughts along the way. The more I speak out the more liberated I am from the shame and trauma of the abuse. My broken wings are gradually being repaired. Without God in my life I wouldn't still be here. But somehow, I keep on staying alive, surviving and rarely, occasionally, living a little!

Saturday, 4 December 2010


‎I came across the following quote today which really resonated with me - my only comment is that I seem to be forever paddling through ferocious white water. Being very visual I can see myself in that canoe. I can feel all my muscles screaming out for relief. Inside I'm soooooo longing for a patch of easier calmer water just to get a break!

"Each person is on their own journey. It is like every human is given
a life canoe. The canoe has one seat and one paddle. In order to get
anything out of life we must be in the canoe and we must paddle down the river of life. Now, I can share with you how my journey has been, but I cannot paddle your canoe. You must paddle your own... Good luck and enjoy the ride"

Prevent Child Abuse

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