I am a survivor of extremely severe ritualistic childhood abuse and sadistic systematic torture. This blog has helped me get my voice back and documents the journey I'm on to heal from the trauma and damage caused by that appalling abuse. Now is the time for me to tell of MY experience by speaking the truth about MY life. I will be silenced no more! On this blog I share MY life, MY healing journey; helpful quotes/stuff I come across and MY thoughts along the way. The more I speak out the more liberated I am from the shame and trauma of the abuse. My broken wings are gradually being repaired. Without God in my life I wouldn't still be here. But somehow, I keep on staying alive, surviving and rarely, occasionally, living a little!

Sunday, 19 June 2011


For Father's Day I wrote a letter to my father which I published on my autobiographical blog "From Chrysalis to Beautiful Butterfly". Here is a short excerpt:-

"guess what? The moment you began to sexually assault and sexually use me you stopped being a father. I was never a daughter. I never knew what it meant to be a daughter and feel safe with a male. To not feel safe with your own father is terrible and left me with an appalling legacy which set me up for life to never feel safe around males."
The entire letter can be read at 

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